~~ u r out of my life ~~

最后如果结果还是不行...
我也不会难过..因为我岑经百分之一百的努力过...
所以我不会后悔....
爱来过....
我会一直等....
等你回来爱我....
actually dis is meant for someone important to me last time..
but..
i have made up my mind..
n swear i will never shed anymore tears for dis person anymore..
he will be out of my life forever..
although he is always in my heart for such a long time..
it is really a very difficult decision..
but i have to do it..
after that time crying in front of his little bro..
i have thought about it..
if i didn put him out of my life..
i will never be able to meet someone new ..
someone who is really the person i am waiting for..
so..
i decide to put him away..
out of my life forever..
never be that someone special in my heart anymore..
my heart will oni left 1 place..
waiting for the person i am waiting for to appear..
duno who is it..
duno when it will appear..
but my heart will never spare another place anymore..
L.T.W goodbye..
we will always be friends..
n we will always remain friends..
no more pressure for u..


erm..
as for nw..
have juz pass my driving test..
yeah!!!..
kekekezz...
but still have to drive more la..
coz i very blur..
oways like sotong..
heiz..
dad say very dangerous..
chamz hor me..
hahaha..
my bro is comming bek at midnite..
hope he will be careful..
so heppy orhx..
he n quinne jie comming bek together..
i better lock my door..
if nt later they reach home at 6am saw me oioi like pig very pai seh geh..
hahahaha....
although me no xing xiang liao la..
but still have to..
ahaha..
coz first time meet ...
dis afternoon big baby use wei jie d phone phone me neh..
hahaha..
me so surprise..
so happy oso..
she still rmb me..
me first time but teddy bear for her..
she hug till nw..
almost 2 years le..
ppl snatch the bear she will cry d..
so cute neh..
kekekezz...
hope after my spm i will be able to meet her..
shun bian go out yam cha with wei jie..
so long didn meet him le..
as for my hong gor..ah boy..ah woon..jun hao..n xing ling they all..
we will meet after my exam..
i promise..
i sure will go out yam cha with uii all d..
miss uii all orhx...

~~ todae so bu shuang lur ~~

todae so bu shuang lur..
piang..
me n my group of friends todae wan go yoli buy things..
den we walk out of the sch..
suddenly saw 3 shit gals shaking their butt walking in lur..
den we juz act like didn c them..
suddenly one of the da jie da from that 3 shit gals JENNY GOH ZHEN NEE..
think she very great very pretty lur..
shout at us " a number of bitch "
walao..
we nearly go slap her lo..
but we all gt du liang d...
dog barking we wont care d..
but she really too much le lur..
dare to say but dun dare let us c her damn shit face..
cover her face with a book..
hahaha..
like mei lian jian ren like dat..
c her that wa piang d shen cai den noe who is she le lur..
no nid cover d lur..
if she dare come stand in front of all of us n say lar..
try n c..
everyday oni know hw to act da jie..
but actually u r ntg..
really damn bitch lur..
my dad oso say u r a bitch..
say ppl say urself understand..
hahaha..
todae u say a number of bitch..
means u r trying to tell us u 3 r a number of bitch wan us to zhu yi u 3 izzit..
1 so fat..
another short n fat..another short den so lak tak de ..
yer..
er xin d lur..
u better watch ur mouth ur..
i giv ur bf mian zi so dun wan ji jiao with u..
if nt..i wont let u off de lur..
my dad edy wan go find u le..
u better watch out la..

~~ my packed schedule ~~

my damn packed schedule..
wan pengsan edy..
there goes my schedule..

26/8 ~ taxi association dinner ( pu du )

29/8 ~ car exam

31/8 ~ nichiren shoshu meeting + wedding + deceased prayers

5/9 ~ exam est paper 1 and 2

7/9 ~ go singapore with bro for prayers

8/9 ~ exam bm paper 1 and 2

9/9 ~ exam english paper 1 and 2

10/9 ~ exam moral

11/9 ~ exam chemistry paper 1 and 2

12/9 ~ exam history paper 1 and 2

14/9 ~ send bro to singapore airport coz he wan go bek UK le.. ( Miss him )

15/9 ~ exam mathhematics paper 1 and 2

16/9 ~ exam additional mathematics paper 1 and 2

17/9 ~ exam physics paper 1 and 2

18/9 ~ exam chemistry paper 3 and physics paper 3

19/9 ~ exam biology paper 1 and 2

23/9 ~ exam biology paper 3


really wan die le..
who can help me..
heiz..
chamz...
maybe really will faint..
damn packed de..
den in between duno still gt wat things..
heiz..

~~ y muz dis happen ~~

y muz all these oways happen..
really hate it..
wat didi my fren do..
y muz u all take his father away..
poor lao dou..
sry for nt attending the funeral..
coz i really dunno that sumthing happen..
i saw but i tot it was someone else..
until jun hao phone me..
poor pei woon..
really wish to visit aunty..
they treat me so gudwhen i went to their house last year n during new year..
ah woon..
u muz take good care of lao dou..
we will pray for uncle d..
wish ah woon n ah xian can chang chang jiu jiu..
u 2 cam across so many problems..
n walk till nw..
really hope to c u 2 together forever..
hope ah xian lao dou..and aunty dun sad sad anymore..
after my exam i will go find u all d..
sry really sry for nt attending the funeral..
me,jun hao,ah woon n ah xian ...
friends forever..
i will meet u all as soon as i finish my exam..
really miss u all..
hope noting happen to anyone of u anymore..
really.....
bless u all especially jun hao in sg..
take care guys..
lub u all ...

~~ 爱来过 ~~

我看不开也放不开
因为我曾见过爱情真的盛开
我要等待一直等待
等那一个夜晚从回忆回来
当你拥抱着我那一瞬间
我像飞到空中
而当我缓缓降落我不再是我
我有了梦我在梦中
爱来过来得那么美那么凶
欢呼着从我生命狠狠辗过
连遗憾也都不争气的
珍惜成笑容
爱来过让我完整过幸福过
怎么能轻易就放它走
我不想解脱我只怕错过
我就是要等你回来爱我
寂寞喧哗我不害怕
因为我只听得见对你的牵挂
世界很大会容得下
我这小小傻傻顽固的信仰
你有没有过承诺我已忘了
那已不重要了
反正我都会守候在梦中守候
我最唯一最美的梦
爱来过来得那么美那么凶
欢呼着从我生命狠狠辗过
连遗憾也都不争气的
珍惜成笑容
爱来过让我完整过幸福过
怎么能轻易就放它走
我不想解脱我只怕错过
我就是要等你回来
如果需要动用奇迹来召唤回你
就让泪蒸发下成雪花
和我一起在爱中被融化
爱来过来得那么美那么凶
欢呼着从我生命狠狠辗过
连遗憾也都不争气的
珍惜成笑容
爱来过让我完整过(让我)幸福过
怎么能轻易就放它走

~~ yo yo ~~

yeppy...

basketball usa will VS argentina orhx..

kekkezz...

usa so geng..

argentina sure lose geh..

coz usa gt my favourite lebron james and coby bryan ler..

hahahahah...

lousy yao ming..

mu tou ren..

make china lose to lihuana..

but me is support lithuana d lar..

hahaha..

gambateh gambateh..

wish usa can get gold in basketball orhx..

dun make me dissapointed neh..

~~ yeah ~~

kekekezz..
todae so happi orhx..
my favourite michael phelps win 8 gold medals le..
kekekekezzz..
so geng wor him..
hahahha....
jia you jia you..
tonite my favourite lin dan vs m'sia lee chong wei le..
must watch muz watch..
support lin dan orhx..
wakakakaka....

~~ hate it ~~

nothing to say..
the oni thing can do is cry..
tired of crying..
since ur mian zi and money so important to u..
even more important than ur own children's feelings..
den dun regret when something really happens..
n i will make u regret for life..
hate uii.....!!!

~~ 2 days didn write blog le ~~

2 days didn write blog le..
so miss my blog..
hahaha..
too bz with my homework n studyies edy lar..
heiz..
no time on9 oso..
sometime check friendster for 5 min den off le..
heiz..
exam comming le..
exam car oso near..
chamz liao lar..
hw to cope up ler..
heiz..
so sien ler..
still gt a lot of things to do..
dun wan write edy lar..
i wan go eat mum mum den go study le..
tataz...

~~ todae so sien ~~

todae went to agong house for prayers..
coz wan pray for my first grandma d death aniversary and lunar 15..
so muz pray lur..
so manie ppl cum bek..
hahaha..
todae play with chun kean gor d son..
you kai..
so cute orhx..
he suppose to call me gu gu d..
but duno y kept call me jiejie..
hahaha..
but so sien lur..
kept eat n eat non stop..
chmz..
sure fat till faint d..
muz jian fei lur..
wan study edy..
exam cumming..
heiz..
tension arh....
chamz...
my cousin say she will help me find out about the poly..
xixi..
den i will be more qing song lur..
kay lar..
wan go pong pong d..
wan go ah gong house for dinner liao..
tataz...

~~ really sick and tired of it ~~

really sick of dis family..
i juz nid some money to buy some multivites for myself..
n wat i get is scolding from u..
to u money is so important..
even more important than ur own daughter!!!
when bro ask u giv him money..
without asking u will giv..
wat about me..
i juz wan to buy some medicine thats all..
didn ask for much oso..
y r u so biased....
really had enuf..
when can dis end..
when can i leave..
wich to leave as soon as possible..
hate dis family.!!!!!!!!!
selfish!!!!!!!

~~ nothing special ~~

todae gt ntg special appen lur..
so duno wan write wat..
kekekzz..
but gt some cute n interesting pic to share with uii all orhx..
uii all sure will lub it d..
xixi..

~~ so damn tired ~~

todae me really exhausted liao lar..
heiz..
feel like fainting with dis kinda weather..
todae in sch gt that idiot bald old man d class..
sien d lur..
hmph me go complain him liao..
hahaha..
den todae go in his class giv him 1 big angry face..
den he dun dare call me ans ques..
wakakakak..
den e let us go at 2.30 lur..
den i phone uncle to learn car at 3.30..
heiz..
so hot n tired..
finally nw learn bek liao..
juz nw my sweat kept dripping..
todae let that someone put aeroplane again lur..
heiz..
forget it lar..
xi guan le..
10 times promise 9 times put me aeroplane..
sien liao liao lo..
hahah..
later 8 - 10 pm still gt tuition chemistry..
chamz..
me wan faint liao la..
hot till wan kena heat stroke..
hp 0.00 chamz...
me dis time really die liao..
hahaha..
tgt anything juz phone me ba..
if i can pick up i will pick up geh..
yeppy my bro n quienne jie comming bek soon..
end of august..
den can meet them le..
xixixix...
happy happy..
but oso stress coz exam car on the 29 and on the 9 trial liao..
die die die....

~~ miss everyone ~~

todae dunno y suddenly miss everyone..
wishing everyone fine..
todae kept listen 两个人并不等于我们..
den gt a lot of memories cum bek..
hahaha..
wish my gudfriends @ couples...:

small sotong & gf
pei woon & ah xian aka ji dan
jian rong & xin ling
cie wei gor & gf
ah don didi & kay aii
ah shun & ke ling
my dear brother & quienne jie
my dear sister & ah don gor
ah pao & ying huan
fan ting mei mei & yee hui
gary didi & gf
kelvin didi & gf
kevin didi & gf
kar hao & gf
man man & bf
han han gor & mei lih
jian ping gor & siao ching jie
jun hao & gf
jia hao & ler ler
lexter gor & gf
li jun jie & jie fu
miss ting & mr tang
pei shan & ah du
beila & wan
thye yuen didi & someone special
wei wei jie & samuel gor
yi wen & bf


and many many more lar..
cant rmb so many..
hahaha..
wish all of uii happy oways orhx..
muz xing fu neh..
xiiao zhen at here bless uii all chang chang jiu jiu orhx..
n hope our friendship never change !!!!!
take care guys...
muaccksss...
lub u all lots lots....

~~ juz cum bek from learn car ~~

heiz..
juz cum bek from learning driving..
so tired coz so hot..
sweating all over..
piang..
todae we learn side parking and naik bukit lur..
at first uncle ask me wait..
let sim try first..
den i wait for 45 min..
piang..
damn long..
den gt 1 uncle oso teach driving d cum and chat with me..
den i tell him my uncle very fierce..
hahha..
den he ask me dun nervous..
he say he noe uncle very fierce d..
den he teach me hw to fang qing song n step the oil n all that when naik bukit..
den i listen n learn lur..
den when my turn i never si huo ler..
wakakakaka..
so happi..
at there oni me never si huo..
den parking oso 100% okay..
hahaha..
so happy lur..
uncle oso say me nt bad..
hahaha..
he ask me to keep it up..
xixi..

~~ suffering ~~

aiks..
yest whole day no appitite...
oni eat 1 curry puff..
todae morning b4 go to sch jiu gastrict until nw..
so pain..
aiks..
pain until my legs oso no strength..
juz nw in sch i went to take gastrict pills from fadir..
den he ask me go bilik disiplin n rest..
but me scare..
coz crocodile inside..
so i go to bilik kaunseling n rest..
aiks..
later 3pm still gt learn car..
piang..
stomach so pain..

~~ as times goes by ~~

after break..
everything change..
the only thing that didn change is his attitude..
really dunno y..
but heiz..
wat can i do..
i am tired of being scold,being hurt,being say for ntg..
hate quarelling..
had enuf of it..
i now everyone worry about me..
n my health..
coz i kept headache n feel like fainting..
todae i whole day didn eat..
no appitite at all..
duno y..
heiz..
thanks for all the concern..
after sometime i will be fine..
eiz..
bored..
heart pain..

~~ y are there such ppl exist ~~

really dun understand y such ppl exist..

u dao di wan me hw oni u happy..

everyday use hurting words hurt me..

quarell with me..

u fan jiu find me quarell for ntg..

shuang jiu say those hurting words hurt me den u happy..

force until i say break..

i wan hui so many many time..

n u say i didn wan hui at all???

haha..

wat a joke..

ppl who noe me n heard wat u say to me will understand hw i feel..

ya everyone think u r a gud person..

but they duno hw u treat me behind..

nvm..

u oways wont admit u r wrong..

oways i am the one who is wrong..

nvm..

even until break oso wan tell everyone is my fault..

kay..

den go ahead..

i becum bad person xi guan le..

if they noe me they will noe who is the bad person nw..

hate it...

shit!!!

~~ feel like crying ~~

in the end..
it really come to ntg..
we clash le..
i tried to save bek dis relationship once..
tot okay le will be better..
but..
nt long after that he started again..
started saying those hurting words again..
he dun trust me at all..
dis time my sis heard wat he say oso..
really very sad..
todae really no mood at all..
in the end i really cant stand le..
he oso cant stand..
so break le..
juz nw go learn driving..
nearly accident..
kept let uncle scold..
whole journey kept let uncle scold until i wan cry..
put wrong signal..
engine kept mati..
turn to the opposite road nearly accident..
n many more..
uncle kept scold n scold..
todae me really no mood..
learn driving oso no mood..
heiz..
pek chek..
duno wat to do..


~~ crying ~~

~~ tmr hari koko ler.. ~~

todae duno y head so so papi lur..
like wan pengsan liao..
me gan mao le..
heiz..
kept ha chiew ler..
so xin ku..
sry ar suk thien..
i use finish ur tissue paper liao..
so pai seh..
todae my est teacher wan bring me to clinic ler..
piang..
xia si wo..
i kept reject she kept wan bring me go..
luckily in the end i didn go..
hahahaha...
so xin ku lur..
sick sick..
tmr hari koko ler..
crocodile say can bring camera..
since dis year is my last year...
i wan take some pic with my friends n juniors..
hhaha.
they all say okay neh..
tonite ah yun meimei coming to my house n oioi..
xixi..
den tmr go sch together..
go fetch jaryn meimei oso..
xixi..
so long didn oioi together liao..
hahaha..


~~ hope can fast fast recover ~~
~~ happy xiiao zhen ~~
~~ happy go lucky orhx ~~
~~ gambateh ~~
~~ wink wink ~~