~~ wat am i going to do ~~

wat am i going to do..
y suddenly giv me such a news..
hw am i going to take it..
its a great blow..
aiks...
shi hong~~
hw cum u will have brain tumour...
hw cum hw cum...
aiks...
sry xiiao jun jiejie..
i promise to help u look after ur didi..
but i fail..
i am too bz n seldom gt time to chat with him..
really sry xiiao jun jiejie n jie fu..
sry aunty uncle i didn take care of him wel..
really sry..
u all oways trust me n dote me..
but i...
really sry..
really cant take it..
y dis kind of thing will happen to him..
wat am i going to do..
i cant acc him..
cant meet him..
he is in ampang..
n i am here..
wat am i going to do...
aiks...
god pls help him..
pls help him to recover..
pls!!!!!