~~ really hurt ~~

really very hurt dis morning..

after i saw the message..

wan cry but cant..

coz nid to go to sch le..

bear n bear my tears..

until nw i reach home..

saw the msg again..

really cant hold it anymore..

cry again n again coz of him..

dunno y kept wan use those words to hurt me..

really dun understand..

in the end is still a stop from him..

i kept try my best to pull him bek..

but he juz left me..

duno wat o say..

duno wat to do..

is this is the road he choose..

den i will juz respect n let go..

after all i tried to pull him bek..

but he juz seems to wan to leave..

maybe its nt mine so no matter hw hard i try to pull..

in the end he will still leave..

missing uii everyday n nite..

but u never realised..

worry about u day n nite but u never notice..

wish uii were here but u will never know..

hoping one day u will change n come bek to me but u never will..

wat i do in the end come to nothing...

sry friends is i feel weird these 2 weeks..

maybe u all tink i mad..

or maybe sick..

really sry..

i think u all understand me rite..

thats y u all wont ask me wat happen..

thanks for nt asking..

if nt my tears will start falling again..

if i have a car nw..

i think i will use that car n do something..

really wish i have a car nw..

really hurts..

tonite still gt tuition..

duno wat will happen to me there..

yest in teacher house feel like fainting..

i will put u in my heart..forever...

juz like the song ( kenangan terinda - samsons )

take care...