~~ heart ache ~~

really sad...
gt to find out the truth during my exam period..
really killing me..
the pain really undescrible..
i doted hr..
care for her..
help her when ppl say her..
oways try to protect her..
accompany her when i have time..
but wat i get is betrayed..
she used me to help her..
used me when she nid me..
nw when she dont nid me anymore..
she juz kicked me aside..
really very dissapointed in u..
cry for the whole night..
in sch still hav to kept smiling so that my friend wont ask anything..
really vry terrible..
cant stand it anymore..
love n care for the wrong person..
accept u as my sis rally is a big mistake..
really feel very stupid..
it s still the same..
ntg changed..
ppl from my sch are cunning..
non of them can be trust..
nw learn my lesson..
never giv the ppl from my sc to get near me..
onli like that can prevent me from being hurt again..
really heart ache..