~~ in the end ~~

Some words no nid to say to say so clearly d ba..
I tot we r sisters for such a long time..
U will understand..
But I am wrong..
U never understand n dun understand at all..
Oways think the negative way..
N blame me..
I never didn trust u b4..
If I dun trust u..
I wont tell u everything..
If I dun trust u..i wont be so close with u..
If I dun trust u when I heard ppl say anything I wont ask u juz trust them..
I ask u bcoz I trust u..i wan to let u noe that's y I ask u..
U say I didn treat u ask my sis didn care u..
If I didn care u..
I wont be so hurt when u let ppl harm again..
I wont be so hurt when I found out u cut ur wrist..
I wont be so angry when in noe they harm u again and again..
If I dun care u I wont use so much time planning where to go..
Wat to do after my exam..
Even xiao xuan noes about it..
But u never realized..
U oni noe hw to blame me dun care u..
Dun trust u..
But I juz kept quiet..
I always watch u from a far..
C who is around u..
Try to noe wats going on around u..
Trying to help u to c if there is anyone who wants to harm u..
Try to c r u okay..
But wat I get is u trust that 2 faced gal..
Twisting and turning other ppl's words to make ppl quarrel..
4get it..
I dun even care about her anymore..
She wat like dat up to her..
My exam is coming neare n nearer..
I told u b4 I will be bz preparing..
Tot u will understand n ti liang me..
Coz I tot strong relationship can undergo dis kind of short apart..
But I am wrong..
U blame me for nt caring u..
Blame me for everything..
I seldom use hp anymore..
Sometimes my mum is here I cant even ans the phone..
N I headache n sick for many days le..
Sometimes really very pain untl cant stand so dun wan pick up any phone calls..
Bro going bek uk..
Me go sg many times to settle his things..
In sg of coz cant use hp n cant reply..
N my hp is 1 whole year wont expired..
So I didn bother to top up oso..
After all I have no time using it..
But u blame me for nt replying u..
Nvm I bear..
I tot after my exam we can sit down n talk nicely n get everything in order again..
But u choose to listen to that gal..
I have nothing to say..
In sch gt no chance to talk at all..
At first is pengawas cannot talk to fren during jaga time..
Nw I retired le but bz with exam..
No time to talk at all..
When I have time u r with ur friends..
When u r free I am doing my work discussing or eating with my fren..
Each of us have our own friends rite..
In sch we r same form..
So of coz most of the times we r together discussing n talking..
Ur class is so far from mine..
Sometimes wan meet oso very hard..
But blame me again..
Kay nvm..
Everything juz blame me ba..
After all ur friends also listen to that gal..
U all together d time more than with me..
I understand..
Nw everything has ended..
Crying somemore is no used..
U choose to end I respect u..
Juz hope xue li will elp me take care of u..
Some of the things I no nid to say it so clearly..
If u understand u will noe..
Some words I will juz keep in my heart..
Some words is use heart to feel no nid oways say out de..
But it seems u never feel it b4..
I oso have nothing to say le..
The end..
Take care..