~~ wat a joke ~~

since small..
no one in my family..
no friends ever scold me rude words ( cu hua ) b4..
who u think u are..
scold me damn u..
nw still wan scold san zi jing..
u r no one to scold me those..
i bear until my limit..
everything everyone have a limit..
u have ur mood..
i oso have my own mood..
u have ur attitude n ur pi qi..
i oso have mine..
dun think oni u dis da shao ye can do watever u like..
n never care about other ppl feelings..
wan climb over my head..
wait long long la u..
i will never let someone to climb over to my head..
no way..
as my jie said..
b4 marry edy kept scold..
after marry i think will beat ba..
will have no happiness d..
wan cont like dat..
up to u..
but pls bear in mind..
u r nobody to scold me those..
n i wont let u scold those to me again..
wan do all those tings go find other bitches n slut..
maybe more suitable to bastard ba..
can fight n scold each other..
same rude ppl..
staying with u dis kinda rude ppl..
nt safe at all..
watever u do to me..
i will take it bek someday..
watever u do to me b4..
u will have to pay for it..
world have dis kinda ppl..
really wasted worlds' energy..

jiejie thanks for finding pillow and tilam for us to stay..
go ur place stay will be even happier..
can chat with u oso..
better than going to some **** house..
c u in kl orhx..
be careful when jie come n pick us up at the bus station alone..
muackss..
jie is da best..
take care..

~~ tmr ~~

tmr is a new beginning..
tmr xiiao xuan comming to my house to study..
we didn go to sch..
coz i oso sick..
so we decide to do paper work at home..
eat breakfast together..
lunch..
and maybe dinner..
all those xu wei d ppl..
back off..
hate sluts..
bitches..
and the most asshole bastard..
back off u..
after dis 1 mth..
we will nt see them anymore...
so happy lo..
all these ppl better dissapear from our sight as soon as possible..
as for a few of my fren..
ah chun dun be sad le..
can always find new d..
that gal nt gud..
giv up oso better for u..
as for don didi..
wish u and kay ai happy forever..
new year ..
gang out with ah hao they all again..
hope can gang out longer..
that time oni go aliff and fun fair..
didn acc me play oso..
hahha...
wan take pic but paiseh so didn take..
promise dis year sure take with u geh..
xixi..
miss my nono..
my bao bei nono..
i gt time will go ah hao d house visit u d..
li yun..
mei ling..
ah yi...
n many more..
hope to meet u all soon..
miss u guys..
friends are forever..
mens are playboys..
friends rocks..
never trust in relationship again...
only if i really met someone who really zhi de me to trust..
thats the future..
nw we think about the comming..
hahaha..
tataz...

~~ sorry ~~

sry everyone..
i am bek for a while..
being treated as a puppet an idiot..
really very tired..
had enuf le..
take me as a revenge tools..
really hurts..
lying to me ..
shit..
really cant stand it..
yest say wan type blog..
in the end is ntg..
if cant do it y promise in the first place..
i hate ppl tell lies..
and give empty promises..
really hate dis kinda ppl..
if u never treat me as gf juz say..
no nid oways hurt me like dis..
since yest vomit until todae..
whole day nt feeling well..
really very suffering..
come bek..
sms u..
but u didn reply..
den suddenly reply say u go party..
until nw haven go bek..
hw many hours le..
nvm..
say wat late nite oni find me..
pls..
no nid find me anymore..
i tot a thing..
lonely jiu find..
den gt ppl acc u en juz throw me aside..
really had enuf of it..
study in kl althougt decide le..
but continuing dis kinda life..
maybe i nid to reconsider..
since u have someone to acc..
den no me oso nvm gua..
oways can find new gals acc u..
juz like that slut bitch ..
watever..
no nid to get angry becoz of dis kinda thing..
from todae onwards..
i will start a new life myself..
gambateh in examz and no think about others..
hp oni left for friends..
bezfriends i mean..
n families..
no others..
others pls back off and dun harrase me...
or else..
u will get wat u gonna get...
things will change..
ppl change..
b4 u get it u will treat it as gold..
after u get it u will treat it as shit..
its true..
i have seen it myself..
in a man like u..
disgrace..
to me nw..
family,friends and my gor,jie and mei and didi come first..
no second place for anyone..
boys are nothing but a bunch of uselsss dummies..
we gils can live without them!!!!
if everyone can do it so can i..
i will walk out from u..
i swear..
women live for ourself..
nt for men..
bear that in mind..


inti here i come..
new friends..
new beginning..
new surrounding..
new life..
watever it does..
friends here are still the bez..
so dun get angry or scare i will forget anyone of u..
after i get there..
never in my life have such frien and family like xiiao xuan and jia yun mei..
u 2 are the bez..
we 3 will live without men..
we sure can do it..
tears to me..
is like nothing nw..
faced the future together..
faced every problems together..
we can do it..
lub u all..

~~ to everyone ~~

left few more weeks wan exam lur..
pa pa neh..
kekekzzz..
hope wont die until too ugly lo..
hahahaha...
erm..
on9 juz to tell everyone something lar..
hahahah...
wan exam le..
so after todae..
xiiao zhen wont on9 edy lur..
wan study le..
wan start prepare le..
seems a bit late hor..
heiz..
chamz...
still duno wat to study..
aniway...
xiiao zhen will on9 again on the 26 of nov lur..
coz that day is my last paper..
anyone wan find me can find me that day..
xixi...
so..
take care ya guys..
tataz...

~~ ... ~~

in the end u still didn acc me..
acc me d is lao da..
and tart..
and louis gor..
n ah don didi..
u never even care to send a msg..
really dissapointed in u..
ah hong gor..
dun angry coz of meimei le..
meimei noe wat to do..
thanks tart..
kept acc me..
scare anything happen to me..
on webcam make funny faces make me happie..
try to make me feel better..
really thanks..
everytime i sad u sure will try n confort me..
really nice to hab a fren like u..
sometimes u also will sing to make me feel better..
happie hab a fren like u orhx..
wait me go kay elle sure find u yam cha..
xixi...
kawaii tart..
go go go!!!
thanks ya..
da ying acc me whole nite..
coz me really very pain..
cant tahan..

~~ help ~~

stomach really very very pain..
eat many many pain killer le still very pain..
really cant stand..
who can acc me...
aiks...

~~ fan ~~

lao da..
still yin mei..
gor..
frenz..
xuan...
i noe u all kept tell me that is for my own gud..
dun wan me kept suffer..
i noe u all very sad..
c me like dat very heart pain..
very angry..
but i really duno wat to do..
i already dump everything in..
really duno hw to jump out..
sry..

~~ i can survive ~~

~~ pain ~~

whole nite pain till didn sleep..
aiks..
really very very pain..
eat 4 pain killers le..
still very pain..
morning pain till cant go to sch..
suffering...

~~ 恨 ~~

骂我damn u的是你。。
骂我wat the fuck的也是你。。
把我当出气筒的是你。。
逼我割脉也是你。。
帮那个贱人不帮我是你。。
保护那个贱人也是你。。
把我当代替品是你。。
把我当需要就找不需要就不管的人是你。。
生病不管我是你。。
不把我当女友看也是你。。
借口多是你。。
说要坦白可是没坦白也是你。。
说谎是你。。
伤害我也是你。。
说我比不上你身边的那些女生的是你。。
说我比不上那个贱人是你。。
叫我以后用再找你是你。。
要分手也是你！！
手上的疤痕也是因为你才会有！！


我说过了。。
我手上的疤痕会一直增加。。
直到血没办法再流。。
人也不再感觉的到痛。。
手也不会再有感觉。。

这两个星期做的梦。。
快点实现吧。。
我会一直念经到实现为止。。


我会让你永远后悔！！！

你会后悔的！！！！


以后再也不会让你找到我。。
也对。。
你不可能会再找我。。


我恨你！！！

许亨立！！

~~ so funny ~~

piang..
todae damn funny d lur..
from morning till go bek..
hahahaha...
morning we have chemistry class..
den teacher giv us paper to do..
den i duno y qi siao lur..
i do so so fast..
den suddenly go ask teacher ques..
swt..
actually is gt other things wan ask de la..
but go to in front c teacher face den cant ask wat i wan ask..
so simply find 1 ques n ask..
hahaha..
den teacher say he wan discuss nw lur..
so i go bek n sit..
den he stand beside me..
den he ask ques i ans lur..
den he kept look at me ler..
aiks..
make me pa pa..
sot sot de..
everytime he look at me den i c other place dun wan c him..
hahahaha...
after that my fren really bue tahan edy..
so ask me go ask teacher the ques lo weather todae gt class or nt..
den we kept c teacher mood gud or nt lur..
coz he super fierce d..
will suddenly qi siao slap ppl d..
everyone scare scare geh..
den i take another ques go ask him...
hahaha..
den he ans my ques liao den i jia jia ask him todae gt class or nt..
den he laugh loud loud like noe i wan ask him like dat..
siao d..
den he say he wan go kota tinggi lur so no class..
hahaha..
den he tell whole class le den look at me n my fren..
den he say " nak ikut tak??"
hahaha..
after that hor..
we go walk walk lur..
den pn woo class le..
lagi funny..
she come in mood very bad lur..
shout n shout..
like mad freak..
ahahaha..
den we start discuss english paper le..
den when mark section B hor..
many ppl didn do ler..
but didn say out..
until she ask the marks..
den ah tong shout he get 10 over 10..
den teacher very happy leh..
den suddenly a malay girl say 10 over 10 wrong..
hahahaha..
den pn woo gt shock..
den she walk n c..
den oni knoe ah tong didn do..
hahahaha..
den mark section c le lur..
den me first ques jiu wrong le..
coz i write my own ans..
den she jiu start her drama liao lur..
kept say " ah yo girl ah girl.."
"y u make dis kind of mistake.."
" you are one of my bez student u noe "
" dear class..jennifer didn do wrong on her grammer you noe"
" its not her grammer mistake because her grammer is very gud "
" is she ans wrongly.."
"aiyo girl ah girl..."
den i very pai seh liao lur..
so dun wan look at her..
she kept continue say say say..
n point point point..
suddenly many ppl laugh..
den i ask xiiao xuan y u all laugh..
den she say pn woo talk n point den accidently hit her own spec..
den her spectacles fly out..
wakakakakakakaka.....
so diu lian lur..
i laugh until cant stand..
den she kept repeating her " cheduk la cheduk..."
haahahah...
den behind the few malay boys kept follow hw she say..
make me kept laugh..
pn woo really look like the channel 5 d first class d principal lur..
hahahahah...
den still nvm...
after that xiiao xuan late le lur..
when she run out her bus lari liao..
den we tot gt bm class so we stay bek..
suddenly xiiao xuan appear..
den throw her book and hold me n jia yan d hand very tightly..
she very angry den say wan find pn woo suan zhang..
hahahaha..
den we ask y..
den she say her bus lari le..
her angry face really very cute lur..
hahahahha...
todae really very funny..
really bue tahan....

~~ so tired ~~

life is getting more n more boring..
feels so bored..
tired..
exhausted..
duno wat can be done..
todae english teacher gave us 3 directed writing..
and 3 continuous writing to do..
thursday nid to pass up..
really wan faint le..
nt feeling well many days le..
hei..
duno wat to do..
headache..
really very tired..
very fan...

~~ second time ~~

second time u hurt me badly..
second cut becoz of u..
wil there be more..
i duno...
sad..
sick..
restless..
moodless..

~~ it really hurts ~~

u really hurt me..
i tot wat i have said u will change..
but i am wrong..
u always have ur own excuse..
faults are all mine..
only u r right..
finally u say out ur zhen xin hua..
until nw oni i noe..
al the while u feel that i pei bu shang u..
bi bu shang those girls around u..
it really hurts after i c that msg..
tears start falling..
hand started to bleed..
second scar becoz of u..
u fang xin ba..
i noe i pei bu shang u..
those girls are better even that bitch..
i noe n i get at u mean..
i wont bother u anymore..
i wont on my hp anymore..
so u fang xin..
i wont fan u le..
the scar on my hand will stay forever becoz of u..
i wont forget..
sry i fan u so long..
thanks for telling me wat u really wan to say..
although u say it after i put all my feelings in..
i will noe wat to do..
watever happens to me is non of ur concern anymore..
i noe u wont care oso..
my feelings towards u will decrease as the scar of my hand increase..
dis is the last blog i will blog in..
i wont on9 anymore..
no one can find me anymore..
juz leave me alone!!

~~ really hurts~~

~~ suffering ~~

aiks..
help..
stomach very pain..
head very giddy n pain..
aiks..
xin ku...
suffering.....
very cold...

~~ enuf ~~

u wan hw jiu hw ba..
i already write in my msn nick le..
wan or dun wan up to u..
i tired le..

~~ again ~~

treat me like dat again..
shout shout shout..
cant u juz talk properly..
a bit jiu pek chek..
den shout at me..
i say le i nt ur chu qi tong ok..
suan le..
everytime cry n cry..
nan guai my shan guang kept increase..
even doc oso say cant increase anymore..
if nt very dangerous...
heiz..
really duno wat u r thinking..
u treat me as wat i oso duno..
suan le..
hui hui gugu cum bek le..
cum bek for holiday until jan..
so shuang..
after spm can jioo her go out liao..
yea..
but oso hope she gt time pei me la..
oways bz d..
heiz...

~~ edited by mii ~~

~~ cook cook cook ~~

everyday cook cook cook..
cook so many day le..
ahhaha...
seems like cooking skills improve le ler..
coz lastime daddy oni say nt bad..
quite nice..
nw mum n dad both say ho chiak wor..
wakakakaka...
dad still say free cook more for him to eat..
he wan taste different things..
me everytime cook different d..
coz i simply campur geh..
den come out nice ler..
hahahah..
ask me recook that dish i really cannot lur..
coz i dun rmb wat i put..
n i didn measure hw much d..
juz pour taste..
put taste..
didn measure d..
nw cooking chicken soup orhx..
xixi...
nice nice d wor..
who wan eat tell me..
hahahah...

~~ shuang ah ~~

hahahaha..
todae morning ben lai eyes still very sowlen n pain..
den at bio lab d time gastric..
heiz...
but after that recess time heard many things really shuang lur..
wakakaka...
although gastric still pain la..
saw that bitch make my eyes so pain..
recess time gt few form 5 come ask me about wat that bitch do to me..
i ask y u all noe..
den they say ah xee tell them d..
den i wonder y ah xee noe..
hahaha..
yuan lai is our miss Q say d..
although miss Q d mouth very big la..
but oso thanks for ur big mouth..
nw many ppl noe wat that bitch did le...
bitch u will get wat u deserve d..
really hate u..
den the few form 5 heard it very angry lo n shock..
coz 1 of their fren a boy oso finally realise he kena cheat..
after 1 years cai realise really stupid..
but oso gud to realise earlier..
all hate her together..
huo gai..
hmph..
wan backstab me..
u will get ur retribution de...
she nw bo bian edy..
coz form 5 n form 4 noe wats he did..
den form 3 gt 2 groups of girls hate her..
nw kept come n find shin ann..
lastime kept say shin ann bad word tot shin ann didn heard herself meh..
sure gt la stupid..
nw kept find shin ann..
hahaha..
shin ann say she wan puke lur..
dun even wan hiu her..
pls la..
me n shin ann noe each other more than 10 years le..
u oni noe her 2 years den kept scold her bad word..
juz like wat u say me nw..
u think ppl will forgive u meh..
stop day dreaming lur..
ur bu yao lian d act nw ppl noe le..
that day u really make me pek cek..
so i find ur bf n tell him wat u did no wrong wat..
coz i pek cek ma..
ur bf go scold u is ying gai d wat..
u zi zhao de lo..
todae in sch still dare go tell ppl i tell ur bf u scold me..
say me yuan wang u..
hahaha..
u tell d ppl all heard u scold me leh..
yuan wang??
pls la..
form 4 all heard lo..
is they tell me de..
so dun act like u didn scold b4 lo..
say shin ann oso say no..
siam la u...
c u oso sien..
when they form 5 ask me about dis bitch..
den i didn say name..
den my fren ask me i say who..
den i say that botch lo..
den they say nex time say jian ren la..
den we will noe lo..
muz say jian de oni we noe..
say name we duno..
hahahha..
laugh until pengsan..
but stomach still very pain..
gastric le still xie du zi..
piang..
xin ku lo...
thanks for meimei d paper crane orhx..
duno when u put in my pocket d..
i think is when rehat d time ba..
coz that time too ji dong liao..
hahha so i duno u put..
xixi...
nw me with meimei n qiao yi so gud orhx..
as for xue li..
i cant say anything le..
coz u help that bitc..
nw u regret oso no use le..
we 2 gt ntg to say le..
coz i oso duno wat to talk to u..
i noe u oso dun dare to say helo to me le..
so juz forget it ba..
xixi..

friends wan sui orhx...!!!!!

~~ yu gan ~~

after all the things happen..
i really gt yu gan u will leave me..
yest happen again..
ur attitude..
me really nt important to u izzit..
so u treat me as chu qi tong??
i really dun understand..
if i really go new zealand le..
really duno wat will happen..
i think nt even 1 mth u jiu go find other gal le ba..
really dissapointed in u..
but after 1 year ++ together..
i really put all my feelings in le..
u oso noe it ur self de..
n u can feel it too..
u r very important to me..
if u really do those things..
i really duno wat will happen to me..
hope u will understand my feelings..
dun hurt me again..
pls..
coz i really love u very much..

~~ lies ~~

lies..
lies..
lies..
duno hw many lies u said..
hate lies!!!!
y r there always lies...
tan bai means lies !!!!
really hate it..
always like dat..
duno still gt wat still lie me...
forget for get forget..
all excuse..
small things ??
dis call small things so forget..
i go study le me oso forget le rite..
dis also so call small things..
suan le..
fat hup...
hate it!!!!!!!!!!
no appetite to eat at all!!!!!

~~ die ~~

juz nw xiao yi phone me from new zealand..
ask me nex year go new zealand study with adam ( my cousin )
heiz..
if i really go duno wat will happen..
worry my meimei..
most worry is my hubby..
later run with other gals hw leh..
heiz...
fan fan fan....
pek chek ar...
heiz...
but listen to papa d kou qi..
he wan me study in taylor..
duno ler..
so luan..
inti gt jason gor ( my cousin )
friends oso maybe going inti..
den me oso think of going to inti..
ahaha..
coz taylor gt that bastard..
i dun lik..
heiz..
so fan...
wat to do wor..
go nz my hubby sure run..
den my meimei sure chamz coz no ppl look after her..
wapaiang.........
siao liao la.....

~~ sickly xiiao zhen~~

charmz lur...
heiz...
yest sick sick so didn go sch..
heiz..
den todae feel a bit better le jiu go to sch lur..
who noes raining again..
sick haven ok den kena rain again..
nw so bu su fu..
den my stomach a bit pain pain..
suan suan..
macam da yi ma wan cum liao..
heiz..
chamz..
tonite sure pain till die d...
very xin ku a..
kept ar chewww.... in class..
todae divide class again..
so happie..
me..jia yan..n hui qi same class..
but very sad coz sim n xiao xuan nt same class with us..
kekezz..
but b4 go bek..
xiiao xuan tell me she change to our group le..
wakakakka..
we 4 together le..
so happie..
but sim cant change..
coz her result too bad le..
teacher dun let her change..
sad..
tot can 5 together d..
but nvm la..
gt 4 oso nt bad..
kekekzz..
at least can dicusss together..
todae ler sudenly find me talk..
a bit shock..
seems like go bek to last 2 years when we r bestfriends..
hahah..
but she find me juz wan gossip la..
so i didn really wan to talk..
so chat a while jiu change topic liao..
talk about where i am going n wat course i wan take..
xixi..
todae taylor suddenly send 1 very very very big d envelope to me..
shock!!!!..
hahaha..
den open lur..
saw many many things about my course..
so happie..
but count lai count qu..
although taylor gt giv me 30% discount..
but inti seems still cheaper like dat leh..
coz haven plus living expenses ma..
me n papa a bit gong gong..
den papa say later den say la..
nw count like dat sure blur d..
den still duno the ptptn can borrow or nt..
can borrow oso duno wan borrow hw much..
heiz..
headache headache..
ah ler oso say dun go taylor..
many rich ppl there..
den very easy kena influence..
juz like my hubby kena influence liao..
swt.....
sry ya meimei..
jiejie these few days really nt feeling well..
so didn pick up ur calls..
we chat when we meet in sch ya..
me really angry with my percubaan results lur..
piang...
duno hw to do d paper get very very high marks..
den know hw to do d n edy memorize d get super low marks..
walao eh...
ppl study physics like hell leh..
den ques come out oso noe hw to do..
den result get 45..
bio super damn blur d lur when c paper..
den get 60..
moral edy memorize everything le get oni 65..
shit d ler..
add math oso..
paper 1 i noe hw to do..
paper 2 i totally blank..
den come out paper 2 score higher than paper 1..
really angry lo..
est oso like dat..
tot write until ok le..
suddenly come out oni 74..
qi si qi si qi si wo la!!!!!!!!!!!!

~~ WaiTiNg ~~

still very xin ku..
whole body very pain..
juz finish 3 sets of chimistry paper..
very tird..
head very pain..
never admit mistake..
never zhu dong sms me or phone me..
after u noe i fainted..
u straight go sleep..
until nw..
lian 1 sms oso dun hav..
oni meimei n hui find me..
suan le..
duno u take me as wat..
u dun wan find me anymore den say ba..
really hate waiting like an idiot..
i fainted my bf say wan sleep..
let ppl noe duno wat ppl will think..
wan go pei... den go la..
after all u dun like to pei me at all..
suan le..
i sick oni meimei will care..
ad enuf waiting le..
u dun wan zu dong find me den 4get it..
after all u oni will zhu dong find...
since lastime jiu like dat..
really ..suan le..
fever 38.5 degree..
tmr dno can go to sc or nt..
hei..
hope wont faint again..
really feel like dying..
hate it..

~~ 生病了 ~~

感冒四天了。。
好辛苦好辛苦。。
一直发冷。。
今天在学校还没事给那个贱人骂。。
骂到这样难听。。
你不帮我。。
没关系。。
别人会帮我的。。
今天有点吓到。。
cikgu normah被我们班气死了。。
今天突然发很大的脾气。。
他说以后不会再进我们班了。。
真不知道该怎么办。。
今天我班的两个大姐突然拿他们的纪念册给我。。
叫我写。。
我也写了。。
一点了。。
学校下很大的雨。。
一直淋雨。。
风一直吹。。
超冷的。。
还要去打电话。。
还要等。。
真的很辛苦。。
到家后。。
还要帮妈妈弄鱼那些。。
因为晚上我负责煮饭。。
因为他们都没空。。
我发烧了。。
冲凉出来不久突然晕倒了。。
起来时已经躺在沙发上了。。
好辛苦好辛苦。。
找他。。
他却回我 “ 我要睡觉了。。晚安 ”
心痛。。
失望。。
是不是每次只要把所有的感情都放进一段恋情。。
结果就是伤害？？
他帮那个贱人不帮我。。
晕倒他没反应。。
还有许许多多。。
这段感情到底是真还是假。。
你到底是不是真心爱我。。
我把什么都给了你。。
换来的只是我要睡了晚安。。
是我笨太相信你吗？？
算了。。
真的好辛苦。。
我也不想去想了。。
在这样下去我真的会疯掉。。
现在的我。。
只要有妹妹在我身边就够了。。
当你说要睡觉时。。
你已经很明显了把答案给了我。。
我也没话说了。。
不会再烦你了。。
等你真的想找我才找我吧。。
不想被你说我烦。。
结果要怎样看你吧。。
我只能说我已经把感情都放进去了。。
如果你要让我失望。。
我也没话说了。。
再见。。

~~ 坦白 ~~

坦白是什么？？
说好要坦白。。
结果怎样？？
我什么都跟你说。。
可是你却有很多东西没跟我说。。
每次都等我发现了。。
问了。。
你才回答我。。
“喔我忘记”
这个借口还真好用。。
一直维护那个贱人。。
帮他都不帮我。。
说过的话。。
也说没说过。。
这样我到底算什么？？
好烦。。
头很痛。。
感冒好辛苦。。
别人有男友。。
我也有。。
可是怎么差别那么大。。
算了。。

~~ chocolate ice-cream recipe ~~

todae in sch so sien..
whole day exam sejarah..
coz kl ppl come lur..
wan do soal selidik..
heiz..
den i too sien liao kept oioi..
after that chat with qiang lin lur..
chat so long..
hahaha..
den we read xue hai together..
suddenly i found a recipe neh..

chocolate ice cream recipe!!!

seems like very nice hor..
kekekekzz...
the recipe is like dat de...

ingredients :

1 litre of chocolate milk..
500 mg of coffee mate..

methods..:

1) boil the chocolate milk and add the coffee mate..
2) stir properly..
3) when the coffee mate melt le ler..
4) off the stove lur..
5) den har...add the balance chocolate milk into the mixture..
6) den stir lur..
7) a bit cold le jiu pour into the mixer..
8) den mix mix mix mix......
9) mix until the milk becum bubbly lur..
10) den ler..pour into a container lur..
11) den put in the freezer la..
12) den ok liao jiu eat lur..
13) yummy yummy yummy...!!!


the end of my little recipe..
kekeekzz...

~~ He Go BeK Le ~~

he go bek le..
sad sad..
no mood at all..
so sien..
caught a flu le..
so xing ku..
tmr sch reopen le..
so sien lo..
heiz..
dun feel like going oso..
heiz..
so much homework still haven finish..
all duno hw to do..
chamz...
spm coming le..
zen me ban..
stress ar..
todae mian bao gege ask me when wan go jaybee..
he wan treat me watch movie nerh..
but maybe hab to wait till after spm le..
so sien lo..
heiz..
fan...
fan...
fan..
hate spm lar..
ish..
make ppl stress oni..
aiks..
todae gt 1 gila d ppl siao d..
send sms to me say wan make fren..
me sick sick so oioi whole day...
den didn bother lo..
den he kept phone miss call..
chao si ren..
den i pek chek jiu sms bek ask who r u..
den he reply 1 smile face..
siao d..
orang gila..

~~ gratitude ~~

special thanks to 2 person..
nan feng cai..and..mian bao ge ge..
especially nan feng cai..
uii noe every single ting that happen to me in pontian although u r in singapore..
but uii always juz kept quiet..
n let jian rong to say me..to advice me..
i noe all in sg noe..
n care about me..
treat me as gud fren as meimei..
sry i rejected u..
woo le almost 1 year..
i still cant accept u..
coz u r juz like a gud fren to me..
n uii urself noe that too..
but uii never choose to giv up me dis fren..
eventhoug i rejected u so many time..
really thanks..
juz nw saw ur msg..
i noe u saw the pic..
saw my hand..
u r angry..
but u coose nt to scold me..
but come n an wei me..
giv me support..
advice me..
really appreciate it..
u r really a very gud guy..
n i blif u can find someone better..
sry for making uii worry ..
but i juz cant control..
thanks to mian bao gege oso..
i noe u hab many probs too..
but u always will help me to fen dan my prob n an wei me first..
really duno wat to say..
other than tanks..
u all oways call me sha gua..sa gua meimei..
maybe ba..
fated to be like dat..
hope we r friends forever..
thanks...

~~ so tired ~~

todae really very very tired..
sleep whole day le..
still very tired..
duno y..
todae didi come le..
we chat very very long orhx..
chat many many things..
hahha..
think bek of olden days..
so happie..
duno when can go bek to pri sch to visit again..
we planned nex year new year muz have gathering lur..
xixi..
but duno who will come la..
coz many change le..
heiz..
my eyes cannot tahan le..
wan go oioi again..
heiz..
nite nite..

~~ todae go meimei house ~~

elo miss blog..
ahaha..
todae go meimeihouse play orhx..
duno wan say sad or angry or happy lar..
but eat many many thing lo..
until stomach pain pain..
heiz..
until nw sill nt feeling well..
i tink is zhang feng gua..
so xin ku geh..
aunty make orange n carrot juice lur..
den after that drink milo..
den drink sugar cane juice..piang..
gt drink a bit of ribenna oso..
eat french fries..
eat 2 piece of bread..
1 piece of fish nugget..
1 piece of cheese..
aiks..
a lot hor..
den gt eat biscuit oso..
2 stick..
chamz..
sure fat geh..
todae with meimei go seaside so happy..
xixixi..
lub seaside so much..
wish to go n visit the whole world prettiest seaside..
lub sea so much..
xixi..
the wind so nice..
nex time gt change sure oways go d..
especially when stress d time or sad d time..
kl gt seaside gua..
hem..
hope gt lur..
coz me wan go..
haha..
hope to go tioman n redang..
xixi..
daydreaming....
kay la..
write till here..
very tired liao..
tataz...
oink oink !!