~~ sorry ~~

sry everyone..
i am bek for a while..
being treated as a puppet an idiot..
really very tired..
had enuf le..
take me as a revenge tools..
really hurts..
lying to me ..
shit..
really cant stand it..
yest say wan type blog..
in the end is ntg..
if cant do it y promise in the first place..
i hate ppl tell lies..
and give empty promises..
really hate dis kinda ppl..
if u never treat me as gf juz say..
no nid oways hurt me like dis..
since yest vomit until todae..
whole day nt feeling well..
really very suffering..
come bek..
sms u..
but u didn reply..
den suddenly reply say u go party..
until nw haven go bek..
hw many hours le..
nvm..
say wat late nite oni find me..
pls..
no nid find me anymore..
i tot a thing..
lonely jiu find..
den gt ppl acc u en juz throw me aside..
really had enuf of it..
study in kl althougt decide le..
but continuing dis kinda life..
maybe i nid to reconsider..
since u have someone to acc..
den no me oso nvm gua..
oways can find new gals acc u..
juz like that slut bitch ..
watever..
no nid to get angry becoz of dis kinda thing..
from todae onwards..
i will start a new life myself..
gambateh in examz and no think about others..
hp oni left for friends..
bezfriends i mean..
n families..
no others..
others pls back off and dun harrase me...
or else..
u will get wat u gonna get...
things will change..
ppl change..
b4 u get it u will treat it as gold..
after u get it u will treat it as shit..
its true..
i have seen it myself..
in a man like u..
disgrace..
to me nw..
family,friends and my gor,jie and mei and didi come first..
no second place for anyone..
boys are nothing but a bunch of uselsss dummies..
we gils can live without them!!!!
if everyone can do it so can i..
i will walk out from u..
i swear..
women live for ourself..
nt for men..
bear that in mind..


inti here i come..
new friends..
new beginning..
new surrounding..
new life..
watever it does..
friends here are still the bez..
so dun get angry or scare i will forget anyone of u..
after i get there..
never in my life have such frien and family like xiiao xuan and jia yun mei..
u 2 are the bez..
we 3 will live without men..
we sure can do it..
tears to me..
is like nothing nw..
faced the future together..
faced every problems together..
we can do it..
lub u all..