~~ bored day ~~

todae is ah bee d mummy bday..

wish aunty happy birthday orhs..

pretty and happy oways..

i am so so tired..

tired of everything around me..

tired of everything which are happening around me..

really exhausted..

duno wat to do..

feeling down everyday..

no mood..

kept headache..

heiz...

todae nan feng cai sms me..

he say "我会一直等。。等到你回心转意的那一天"

i really duno wat to reply him..

heiz..

so i didn reply..

so fan..

so many things happen..

makes me gonna be mad..crazy..psyco..

cant take it anymore..

yest i nearly go suicide again..

coz of w.j....

he force me to do it..

yest really....heiz...

wats going on with me..

i really duno..

really sad..

didi n meimei break d..

so sad..

heiz..

sayang them so much..

do add math project until very tired..

luckily gt han han gorgor help me so graph..

if nt i really will crazy..

y bestfriends always betray bestfriend..

really dun understand..

y everytime i treat someone very gud..

in the end i get betrayed..

so many years edy..

but y in the end i get this..

wat is trust??

who can i trust??

no one!!!

really sad....

tears falling..

nothing i can do...

pressure n pressure..

ppl who i think noe me most..

actually duno me most..

wat am i suppose to do..

disappointed in everyone..