~~ an lian ~~

wat is an lian..
an lian have happiness and also torturing..
wat can i say...
heiz...
wats the touturing part??
watching him with other gal..
seldom have chance to chat with him..
he treat others better than he treat u..
seldom really care or concern about u..
seldom accompany u..

but there are also happiness..
when u finally saw him..
when he talk to u..
everytime u meet him..
when he sms u..
when he phone u..
when e ask u wat u wat to eat..
when he disturb u..
when he play with u..
and many more..

every single thing happen in life is very surprising..
sometimes miracle happens..
but miracle always happens in 0.0000001%
but ppl still hope for miracle to happen..
loving someone secretly is it better??
or more torturing??
its up to u to decide..
cherish every single thing happen in your life..
cherish every single person that appear in your life..
make ur life shine with those ppl and those thing that happens..
no matter is it good or bad..
it will still shine..
because everything that happen will let us learn something in life..
led the up's and down's led us to a better path..
led us to a better life..
a better day..
a better times..
spend everyday every hour every minute every second meaningfully..
so that no regrets will be taken away with u when u are gone..
try to fulfill every single wish that u wish for..
make the right decision in life..
never giv up wen u meet an obstacles..
try everything with all ur migt..
never regret in anything u did..
never bother wat ppl say..
juz live the way u like..




live for urself..
and nt for others..
life is like a rainbow..
so cherish every single moments..
~~ ti amo ~~